My children were taken from me by Judge Goldsack at Sheffield?

Combined court simply because my legal aid was withdrawn due to changes in legal sytem the night before main hearing on morning in court I was alone with 3 men who tried to bully me. J.Goldsack asked me to stand in dock opening comments were you are a bitter women. I was so astounded I told him sorry is this a family civil court I will not allow you to speak to me or any other women like that. He made an order there and then I should never see or have contact with my children again simply because I stood up for myself and which I would do again as he stood to leave he said no grounds for appeal. It had nothing to do with the children the court always said I was a good mother I have never hurt or harmed my children in anyway but this court have helped brainwash my children. I have written a book about case and made dvd every year for them. I would like to know what you think about this?